Downing the shot of mushrooms was revolting, but better than chewing. Spilled some and had to clean it up and ingest what I could recover.

I started to feel a buzz and a glow, light visuals began to appear. This was odd as normally it takes me many hours for it to kick in and that is what I had been expecting. But alas, the trip was starting.

The shrooms kicked in fast and by the end of this timestamp I was peaked. My friend and I went out to the park, playing music, and just chatted about life.

The trip was interesting. As has previously happened in other trips, I had many suppressed memories and buried trauma that began to surface and as per usual I put it away. I listened to my friend X who kept chatting on and letting me just listen, I listened to the music as everything glowed and glimmered and shimmered around me. Everything was waving slightly and swirling with the most beautiful colors imaginable.

As I listened to my friend talk, we talked about varies issues I was struggling with while not going too deep. I had asked before hand to have a fun light trip and that it’s okay to keep moving on. We did this, and it felt in the background the mushrooms began solving my issues and telling me what I need to work on. I realized what I needed to do and what my current apparent issues are.

my friend grounding me massively impacted me and made it much easier not to stress and just enjoy the trip. I am very appreciative of them

I eventually finished with X and headed back home. Everything had a rainbow glow to it, the text on my phone shined as a prism, everything was light colored, almost pastel in a way. I journaled the different things that were brought into my mind during the trip. Unlike acid, shrooms did not bring me the usual light anxiety of different things I needed to solve right there. Usually during acid I can push the aside and have a fun time, but with these shrooms, I didn’t need to. The shrooms understood and let me enjoy and relax.

I was having difficulty sleeping and took multiple sleeping meds. I had decided that going to sleep was more important than being left in my own head and ruining any afterglow. I felt good, with a nice afterglow with pretty colors. I felt it was unfortunate that I didn’t feel a massive anti depressant effect that I normally feel from shrooms (and as of multiple days later this still is the case). But, it was still good for it to help me discover what I needed to deal with and as always, the shrooms were as loving as ever.