Sleepy & Hungry Dreams

by Marrub
atypical psychedelic
dreams
mirtazapine

Context

Substances

Name Dosage Route of Administration
Mirtazapine75mgoral tablets, 15mg each

Introduction

Fluoxetine 20mg and Mirtazapine 15mg were taken regularly / as needed, respectfully, up until 3 days before the trip.

Onset

Onset
T0:00:

Started around 8:10 AM, at first didn’t experience much other than my stomach feeling hungry and my brain being swimmy, took a hit off my vape (~90% THC).

T0:20:

Hunger has flared up, began to experience thought deceleration and decreased processing ability, started seeing fairies pop up.

Tried playing a game, but my processing speed was too shot to do so, started taking me a while to type things, colors slowly hue-shifted to blue.

Peak

Peak
T0:30:

Stopped being able to type properly, music began to “sound like beautiful wind” (what does that even mean? i have no clue).

T0:40:

Started seeing a bunch of fuzz around everything, body began to move involuntarily, legs moving and jiggling, torso twitching, could barely keep my eyes open and was very hungry. I also got hiccups at this point.

T0:50:

Started getting intermittent, somewhat comforting shivers, eyesight was crungled, could barely see much but what i did see was completely unreal; I saw a rainbow tunnel with a dragonfly flying through, a bear standing, the top of a hundred story building, as well as other indecipherable things.

T1:10:

Started seeing patterns everywhere, my whole vision was overlaid with a dark diagonal pattern, I started seeing text pop up on things, I remember one of them said “GAY!” in a neon font and one was a black burn mark with some kanji on it I can’t remember; I think it said 現実慣.

I started to pass out at this point, woke up when my partner brought me food I asked for, I ate it really quickly and then passed out again.

I was fast asleep and had a ton of vivid dreams that I can’t remember all that well now, all I remember is that they felt real to the point where I could hear sounds perfectly. it was like lucid dreaming but i had no idea I was even in a dream.

I woke up a few hours afterwards and took off my clothes, went to bed as normal, had more weird dreams that got less intense with time.

Related Effects

This trip report seems to include the following subjective effects: